dont look now...
but i think were being followed.
I SAID DONT LOOK!
you looked didnt you.
oh gee.what a surprise
narcisism
TimTamTomTan
this is where the boring info goes.
13/8/91
Monday, April 28, 2008
sighhh today was GREAT i bought 5 decks of poker cards from chris today for a good price which rocked cause i meant to get them anyway so he saved me alot of trouble.
then i had divia for econs omg i swear to god that teacher is biased like shit.bloodyhell she shouted at me for no reason. all in all the day was good/bad.
then you came to meet me after school with your friend karen and we went to get cupcakes(secretly i was dammm happy that she came to pick me up) just wont admit it at all though.
anyway. im sure we had sort of a good time till she came and then i felt like shit cause you brighted up like a lightbulb which made me realise that i was like shit. and from then till now ive been feeling like im not good enough for you cause i secretly fear that i cant make you happy. probably my paranoia which has kicked in quite abit the past week. sighh i still secretly feel like shit and my super up and down moods have been working at my sanity. i think im going nuts.. the good nuts i suppose but still i somehow manage to feel really really hopeless cause its like im fighting a losing battle that, well IM LOSING. gee thats probably it for now. but i justhopw you know... you still make me happy. really really happy like super off the walls bouncing sugar high happy. i just gotta watch out for the dips here i was, there i go. 11:09:00 PM
