Tuesday, July 08, 2008
good things dont last forever. live by it. learn it. and someday give it the finger and die. its the only escape from the rule. im sorry i wasnt good enough. im sorry i continued when i knew you still were in love with kim. im sorry for all the things i said. if your still willing to listen to my broken record go on about how stupid i am and how it shouldnt be this way. while my nose is runny and my eyes are wet. im sorry. and i couldnt tell you but if your not there it doesnt mean a thing. cause il be the only person to chain myself to your shadow.
just incase i dont make it to see tommorrow.
i just want you to know.
i guess in a way.
a tiny yet huge way.
i love you.
also
fuck you world. and all the lucky fucks that cheated the system got what they wanted and were sucessful i hope you all rot cause you'll never know the pain of the person next to you. so like they say its better to blow out than to fade away. i dont wanna fade away. to all the people i forgot to tell.
mom.dad. go suck on a big one. i hope you die.
joy. your irretating please eat a bullet. if you change your gonna grow up to be one hot chick.
all my friends that were supposedly there. you caused me the greatest amt of misery if i could make you eat my shit just know i would gorge you all, fuckers.
to the teachers that were doing it for my own good. fuck you i know you all thought i was a failier behind my back hypocrites i hope your children die. you guys were so fucking 'caring' i wanted to eat my tongue and die.
to tam and tom. SHUT THE FUCK UP.
to the posers in my school. i hope you fall in a vat of acid.
to the ppl that i judged with my mind. it wasnt pretty you all suck
all my friends that were there and stayed by to emo. thanks for genuinly caring and sharing. when i needed it the most.
to the world. wise words are useless for a time like this. even though they were supposed to be meaningful and make you think. mine can only be a one word thing.
why?
here i was, there i go.
6:41:00 PM
