Friday, October 17, 2008
i wish you can hear the tunes going off in my head. because its a chorus of melodies.
you know when you close your eyes, tilt your head to the sky(even though theres like a ceiling or smt..), take a deep breathe, and fall away. when you come to, you know something has changed. thats how i feel right now.... but the change hurts like the scratch on my back.
i want to move up out and over. i want to upgrade. take off to the stars, and smt poetic that makes almost enough sence for you to realise what im saying. so chnge hurts.. but were all human we are adaptable right?... right... ofcourse we are. unfortunatly im barely surviving. i want to hermitize myself. learn how to fish, and be contented for life. or become like a terrorist. end my life for a cause i believe in. only problem.. i dont believe in causes. actually right now. i dont believe in anything. i hope that when i die. ppl look down at my coffin and go there goes a guy that lived one heck of a good life...
here i was, there i go.
8:44:00 PM
