Thursday, October 23, 2008
typing in candle light. electricity is too expensive.
walked in the rain. i had to sing my heart out.
lay on the floor. i wanted to feel the cold.
broke my phone. i needed everything else to stop.
downed half a bottle of baileys. i wanted to get drunk.
ate sleeping pills. i needed my sleep.
burned my finger. i felt the pain.
bit my lip till it bled. i tasted the blood.
i wanted to die. something.. something.. something.
tried smoking a breadstick. it was good.
tried to make a lamp.
tried to watch heroes season 3.
tried to tell you how much i wanted you to stay.
tried to stay awake.
tried not to skip literature.
tried doesnt mean i suceeded.
here i was, there i go.
10:44:00 PM
